Road To DivaMania!

Happy Saturday everyone and welcome back to my second blog for today. So today I thought that I would tell you about my thoughts about DivaMania and what I'm doing to prepare for it and everything else that surrounds this topic. So let's jump right in shall we!

So my thoughts on DivaMania is what a way to put women athletes on the map. I believe that women athletes in any sports are already on the map and dominating but this as wrestlers will set the bar even higher. Now many people are skeptical because the show is manly and is about us women. And with that the guys everywhere might not take us seriously but I think we just might give them all a run for their money. We have many talented women athletes competing this night and we come from everywhere. CTO, RTG, TKS, BGB, UAW, unsigned talents. Women from everyone past, present and future. I know we are going to put on one hell of a show and make even the ones we don't get along with proud. I know I don't like many of these women but I respect them well enough that I believe in them that we're all going to kill this show! So I'm ecstatic for DivaMania and can't wait to see everyone and even win my match when I beat Aniyah Vadoll.

So basically for not only DivaMania but other events like CTO starting up and the continuation of TKS, I'm certainly training harder. I wake up at 6am, run two miles, head to the gym, spend two hours there almost. Do what I need to do that day, go back to the gym and before bed I work out more at home. Whether it's heavy lifting, training in the ring, cardio, yoga, whatever it is, I'm doing it. I've been on a strict green diet for almost a month. Like a vegan/vegetarian type diet. I eat nothing unless it's green. I have pasta and a steak here and there, a protein shake but that's it. I've been losing weight and gaining it all back in muscles and that's my goal. I want to look the best, feel the best and be the best I have ever been in my wrestling career. Because no matter what at DivaMania I want to make history. Regardless of the match type, the stipulation, win or lose, title defense or not, we are all making history and DivaMania. But I want to be better than anyone there, hands down!

So at DivaMania my main goal is to make everyone proud. Even though as soon I step foot on that stage I'm going to hear boo’s, when the match is over even if I lose, I want to hear cheers and everyone clapping. I want to walk backstage after the match and here my two boys say that they are proud of me. I want to see my daughter face light up when I see here. I want to see my husband say he loves me and he's proud of me. I want to see my family tell me how wonderful I did. My mom, my brothers and even my late father in heaven smiling. I want that. I get that after every show I'm at but this one...this one is more special because it's something so new and something big. And also even though me and Aniyah can't stand each other I would hug her and tell her what hell she put me through but I'm glad she's the one who put me through it.

The thing I'm worried about building up to DivaMania is what if I let people down. I already feel at the bottom of the barrel when it comes to wrestling, because at first many people consider me as a jobber. And honestly I don't mind being one because it builds character actually but it sucks. I see other girls getting praised for being the best wrestler ever or they are so beautiful, but for me it's like I'm dead in the middle. It's like you’re a good wrestler instead of great. And you're pretty but you're not gorgeous. So those are my insecurities and I just don't want them to kill me when it comes to put on a match at the biggest stage of them all. Like this can actually make me or break me. And I've been in this business for a while now but I feel like I'm just getting started. And DivaMania is where I can defiantly start what I've been dreaming of.

So for DivaMania I'm doing something special. I was inspired by the queen herself Beyoncé, and well she gave me something that I thought was the baddest thing ever and I love it so much. I gave a teaser about it on Twitter but I can't wait to show it off fully at DivaMania. And also my entrance will be very different. I will give a shout out to all my brothers and sisters around the world who are dealing with deaths and trials in their everyday lives that they shouldn't go through. Black Lives Matter.

So the last thing I want to talk about that I find so hilarious is the buses that we are all split up in. So the heads of DivaMania thought it was a great idea to split all the divas into groups, and the groups have to travel in a bus all the way to Chicago. So I guess God wasn't on my side when I'm basically put with all of the devil’s demons. I'm briefly going to go over the girls that's on my bus. Tesla. Punk rock trash that tried to sleep with my husband numerous time. Logan Perris. I don't know her. Aniyah. Smells like cheap cologne she stole at Belk’s and hot wings from 7/11. Alexa Love. I love her dearly. And last Rachel Reigns. Someone I actually call a best friend and adore. So I have little friends for this trip. So as of now I will travel on the bus if we are all still doing it. I will more than likely stick to myself during the whole trip. I am a mother and a wife so I have no business fighting and arguing that women I clearly better than. But if any altercations happen that involves me, I will be off that bus and traveling with my family.

Well that's what I have to say about the events leading up to DivaMania and everything I just wanted to ramble about. I was supposed to do a Road to DivaMania match, but things come up and other competitors have busy schedules so I totally understand. Either way I’m ready and pumped for DivaMania and I hope you all are too. See you in the next blog! - Angel